Hi Everyone!
Time really does fly doesn’t it? When I was pregnant everyone would say to me that the time would fly and it wont be long until the baby grows up. I honestly got so sick of hearing it that I used to switched off when people would say it to me. Seriously though every single person was right and every so often I have to stop and appreciate the present. Working full time makes this hard because I feel like we are constantly trying to prepare ourselves for the following day/week/month. I find that we are so preoccupied with what stage Colin is at and wondering when will he reach the next milestone that we often don't fully appreciate the stage that he is currently in. We often hear ourselves saying I wonder when he will smile or crawl or walk etc. I'm sure I am not the first person to say so though!
I have been getting a small bit nostalgic (And emotional, if
I'm honest!) in recent weeks because my precious baby is turning 1 in two weeks
time. He's not my baby anymore, he's my little boy. He is such a busy little
man and wants to be stuck into everything and to be watching everything that’s
going on. I cant take my eyes off him for a second but I wouldn’t change it for
the world. Its amazing how fast they develop their personality and traits.
Colin is such a happy little boy and it makes me smile whenever anyone says it
to me. He really only ever gives out when there is something wrong so I know
that I am blessed.
In the past year its hard to believe that I have given birth
to this wonderful child, that we have fed, clothed and reared him. It all feels
like its happening a bit too fast. I often think that I would love to go back
to when he was a little baby, only a few weeks old, and appreciate when he was
at that age a little more but of course I don’t have a time machine!
(Courtesy of Esty)
I'm feeling a little strange and I don’t know why exactly.
This time last year I was eagerly awaiting the birth of my baby. The
anticipation and nerves, for what lay ahead, were so real and scary. I remember
being afraid to go anywhere too far just in case I went into labor. I packed
and unpacked my hospital bag daily, for fear of forgetting something. I had the
baby room all ready for the baby's arrival. I remember feeling, all through my
pregnancy, that I was having a boy and so many others felt that I was having a
girl. We didn’t want to find out the gender as we wanted the surprise. It must
have been the motherly instinct in me that I was right about the gender because
I'm definitely not psychic!
We've watched him learn to smile, laugh, crawl, take his first few steps, eat solids, feed himself and so many other things. He's learned how to do so much in such a short space of time and its a joy to watch. I love when he makes a new sound or discovers that he can do something new, like climb the furniture! He gets so excited and it really makes my heart melt.
We've watched him learn to smile, laugh, crawl, take his first few steps, eat solids, feed himself and so many other things. He's learned how to do so much in such a short space of time and its a joy to watch. I love when he makes a new sound or discovers that he can do something new, like climb the furniture! He gets so excited and it really makes my heart melt.
1 year on and I'm sitting at a computer desk thinking about
what Colin is doing in creche at the moment. Its strange to think that the
first year of his life has passed, pretty smoothly, and we will soon be
entering into his second year of his life. Time really does fly. I'm sure most
mothers have this feeling when their child reaches a new milestone birthday and
that I'm no different. I just feel that I'm going to blink and my little boy
will be 18 and heading off travelling or bringing a partner home for the first
time or learning how to drive. I have a sense of happiness, at the thought of
him growing into such a healthy happy boy, but I also feel overwhelmed because
he is growing so fast and I feel that I have taken some of the past year for
granted. I know these feelings are only natural and I will get over them
Until the next time, always remember to be:
Dee-Termined To Glam & Glow
Dee x
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